Beautiful Mess

I’m going out of my mind these days
Like I’m walking ‘round in a haze
I can’t think straight, I can’t concentrate
And I need a shave

I go to work and I look tired
The boss man says son you’re gonna get fired
This ain’t your style
And behind my coffee cup
I just smile

Chorus

What a beautiful mess, what a beautiful mess I’m in
Spending all my time with you
There’s nothing else I’d rather do
What a sweet addiction that I’m caught up in
‘Cause I can’t get enough
Can’t stop the hunger for your love
What a beautiful, what a beautiful mess I’m in

This morning put salt in my coffee
I put my shoes on the wrong feet
Losing my mind I swear
You might be the death of me
But I don’t care

Is it your eyes, is it your smile
All I know is that you’re driving me wild

overall...i had a really good day today....

as i was driving home today i almost passed my exit........something like that has never happened to me before....i think i was day dreaming......caught me off guard having my heart somewhere else... not a bad thing...but i do need to pay attention to my exits to ensure safe driving haha. ----but the thing was.....after i realized that i almost passed it and hurried to get off on the right exit i thought....what if i could just keep on driving.....then again i would want someone in the passengers seat to keep me company.....no need for talking.....it was just nice...driving in my car....my window rolled half down....listening to soft music.....i wish i could have never stopped.

things like that make me wonder why do humans do the things they do...its like we wake up....go to school....go to work....go to sleep ...repeat. i guess it just gives me assurance that there is something greater than this world out there. thats not repetition.....

today the sun was out at the same time as the moon. i cannot even describe the feelings i get when that happens. it is so amazing ..i feel like God really creates the sky a different way every night and day for just me......or maybe i just feel like im the only one who really takes the time and notices his wonderful paint job...i had a talk with my mom the other day...and we decided that God lets people who have relationships with him see something different in the sky than other people. its like our present.

today i went to church for the first time in a long time on a sunday. i had missed it. it was nice...im gunna try really hard to keep going back...work in mind.

this week i worked a total of 43 hours...i dont know which i prefer...bussing or hostessing....i guess it depends on what kind of day i have....if i feel like dealing with the public or not....whether or not my smile is real or fake that day. i did enjoy the tips though....cant wait for that sweet paycheck

i went to taco bell with josh ...it was nice...i had missed him, so when i saw him i was excited. and i am more than THRILLED that he got me the keith urban cd.....gosh.. the best. i havent really gotten to do very much with work and school......i cant wait till its over......i guess theres my hope..because without my hope i would not exist

wel i am going to bed.....at 720 pm......i will sleep till morning..... :)

today was a REALLY good day :) i woke up around 10....went to history....found out i will recieve a b unless she gives us extra credit...kinda dissappointed about that and that i let myself do that one......then i went to psychology and then english...well school wasnt the so "great" part.

then i ran to walmart and got to see rach for a minute.....and then i went to work. it was fun. i enjoyed working with ryan...hes funny. i hit my elbow really hard and it still hurts. and then josh his dad and brother came in. then we went to kmart......i guess thats what made my day a REALLY good one....it was fun.

i feel overwhelmed with homework. if i cant hang out or talk much the next couple days its because of that. people distract me from it. i dont mind.

im really excited for beulah beach. i decided to do it this summer again. i really felt God pulling my heart there. I hope i can get a lot accomplished for his service. june 10.....:)

so today can be classified as amazing. yeah ill let it be.

i woke up and went to school. computers first....followed by some 2 hours hanging out with my parents....we made lunch.....then i went to philosophy...i dont particulary enjoy the professor. maybe its just because he is young and messes around a lot ...as well as coming to the class unprepared. i guess he needs to start somewhere though right?

after school i came home and just layed around for a while and then went back to kent to meet chase. we went for a walk and then just talked for a while. it was nice to spend some time with him without fighting.

tonight i had work....well i took lisas shift....it was ok....afterwards i had a lot of fun going to damons. :)